do you ever have one of those days or hours or moments where it's just little hit after little hit until you are left feeling slightly queezy and really tired?

welcome to today.

i'm in over my head. furman does this to me, sometimes... i know, i know, that's an "other-centered" blame approach if i've ever heard one... but it's true. it just kind of overwhelms you until you're left with a whole lot of stress and not much to say for it. i officially almost-failed at every thing i turned in last week. and now this week is becomming a lot like last week... it makes me wonder if i should even bother with the pile of crap i have to do now.

so there it is: my current stress.

i just want a nap. not a long one, just a little one.. i just don't have time. at least i don't have any econ tests coming up. thats good, right?

i just want time for me when i don't have to worry about everything else. time when i can breathe without feeling like i'm wasting time. since when has breathing become a waste of time? sad, huh. i wish life had a pause button. not an easy button -- just a pause button.

jeepers.