no good very bad day

cambridge just fell through. i'm pretty much heartbroken, especially since i just declined yale and vanderbilt a few days ago. hopefully i can still get vanderbilt... i'd love to go to grad school there, and if i can't go abroad, i'd love to do research at their autism lab. and if that falls through, i'll be working at camp, which i would really love to do anyway.... a summer in the most incredible place in the world.

...and to top things off, i think i might have the flu. or a really bad virus. i've been in bed all day, and the infirmiry is being less than helpful. surprised?

but not everything is bad. i have a mtg this week to talk to a professor about organizational psychology... which will be really good. i've got a year to play with business classes, and it would be a really great match for me i think.

and cory just showed up with flowers and a milkshake (the man knows the way to my heart)... he's the best.

okay, off to study... exams friday and saturday, and i don't know if i'm going to make it to class. :( my head hurts, but my heart's okay. everything will work out juuuust fine :)