so just a thought about last night.. more details later.
some things don't change with time. people don't go away, drama is still drama, and my tie will always be a little awkward.
perspective on things does change, though. especially after summer. the same situations suddenly seem to be greetable with a few new options... which spices life up a bit. things that seemed hopeless don't anymore. things that hurt don't anymore. there's a flipside to the ordeal, too, though... things that were done with aren't anymore. things that seemed fine seem silly.
there's two sides to every coin, i suppose.
oh, and people... it amazes me how people change so much, and then so little..
i think a lot of these thoughts are coming from a book i just finished for class... it's written by a man with autism, about his old classmates with autism... and its fascinating. he describes conversation as a production... so impersonal, so filled with rules and regulations of society. with impared theory of mind, there's no other way to think about it.
and as sterile and strange as it sounds, it's kind of true. kind of depressing, but kind of true.
more later.
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