i don't know what it is lately, but i've been in an absolutley horrible mood.
part of it may be lack of social contact. another part might be my mechanical-soft diet of ice cream. it's the only thing that doesnt hurt... but as the old saying goes.. you are what you eat. so i feel like a lethargic, fat bowl of ice cream. ew. another part might be being stranded at the house without a way of escape. another might be the billions of boxes everywhere.. the endless pit of packing that just keeps going. oh, and i've been sleeping until 11ish. that always puts me in a bad mood, too.. because i just feel gross. and i'm missing mass because eric needs a ride and i don't have a car. and i have to gargle with salt water and it makes me feel like a fish.
whine, whine, whine. another part might be that i'm annoying myself because i know i'm being lethargic and whiney.
bleh.
maybe a nap will help? every time i try to nap, the phone rings. and mom keeps alternating between calling my cell phone and the land line (in the kitchen)... who knows why. so i have to keep getting out of bed to go see what she needs... and its often nothing. so yeah, i need a nap. but having slept half the day, napping seems pointless.
maybe i'll go on a run tonight. i'll take my drugs and go running. ha.
okay, i'm going to nap. then i'm going to sit outside with a big glass of water and read and journal and pray. maybe go on a walk if its not so blistery hot. i just can't pack another box. it's endless.
goodnight.
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